Bouncing back from bad news is rough, but over time surely the spate of bad news of late should end the flow and begin the ebb. Back in May a friend introduced me to a prose piece by Leonard Cohen that sort of sums up my goal. It is far from ambitious and yet challenging at the same time. When a piece of bad news hits though, it's the reference to which I return.
What is a saint?
A saint is someone who has achieved a remote human
possibility. It is impossible to say what that possibility is. I think
it has something to do with the energy of love.
Contact with this
energy results in the exercise of a kind of balance in the chaos of
existence. A saint does not dissolve the chaos; if he did the world
would have changed long ago. I do not think that a saint dissolves the
chaos even for himself, for there is something arrogant and warlike in
the notion of a man setting the universe in order.
It is a kind of
balance that is his glory.
He rides the drifts like an escaped
ski. His course is the caress of the hill. His track is a drawing of
the snow in a moment of its particular arrangement with wind and
rock. Something in him so loves the world that he gives himself to the
laws of gravity and chance.
Far from flying with the angels, he traces
with the fidelity of a seismograph needle the state of the solid
bloody landscape. His house is dangerous and finite, but he is at home
in the world. He can love the shape of human beings, the fine and
twisted shapes of the heart. It is good to have among us such men,
such balancing monsters of love.
- Leonard Cohen, Beautiful Losers (1966)
We now return you to your regularly scheduled MO retardation.